Currently Vibin to: Be With You – Brutha
Damn what a good song. Last year I used to listen to this on my 20 minute car ride home prolly two weeks straight. It was very applicable too. Although that is neither here nor there.
It has been a month since we've posted on here? Unacceptable... I know. The sad fact is that I still don't really have anything of much worth to write, either.
Things here are... okay. I really had it set in my mind that I wanted to transfer to OSU next semester 3 weeks ago, but now I'm not so sure. Don't get me wrong, I miss home and my mom and grandma more than I thought was humanly possible. The more and more I've talked to people, family and friends alike, the more I think I might need to stick it out. I still feel like I'm just kinda treading water, not really doing anything important or worthwhile. The only thing I really enjoy here is working... There's just nothing substantial here for me and I feel like I could find myself at home for $20,000+ cheaper, with the comfort of my family closer than a seven hour drive.
As true as that all is... I do feel like I want to at least apply for my job's T.L.I.T., which stands for Team Leader In Training. I feel like I could bring a lot to the table, and I have the time and am willing to commit fully to it. The one drawback I see is that I probably, most definitely, won't get it. I am a first semester freshman who hasn't accomplished anything on this campus. I know this would be my opportunity and all... but I just know it won't happen and it sucks. I think I'm still going to apply. Wish me luck...
Some other tidbits:
–Reunion was fantasmic. Miss all the fam and friends just as much as I did before that weekend and can't wait til thanksgiving.
